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2016. I thought going into this year I would still look at things the same way. It took me awhile to log back on, I almost didn’t return, just let my account gather some dust. I was looking for a friend on facebook and realized she left, so I logged on to get some info to keep in touch. I deleted my messages without glancing at them. I know the years are supposed to be different, but 2016 has left me feeling even more empty than the years before. No, not empty. Wrong word, bored. All my quests, questions and things I wanted answers to, I’m just bored with I suppose. I spent years trying to find the answers only to come up with nothing. 2016 looks and feels bleak. I need a new obssession, something new to do with my mind. Something else to think about, dream about. Even my dream tones are changing. Nothing is the same as it was in 2015, except the financial struggles and the daily stresses. I deleted 90% of my friends on here, they won’t be around if I decide to return. I can’t blame them or even ask them to. Most of the conversations ended on a flat note anyways. A while back I made my final profile perhaps deep down inside I knew I was going to end up leaving here for a while. It’s like I woke up in a new year with feeling indifferent to things and people I used to love. sigh.